Ramblings of a Depressive Ninja

Call me Justin, I guess. I reblog a lot of video game stuff. Sometimes stuff about depression. That's kind of something I deal with.
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One really frustrating thing about having depression is that it often means I basically can’t trust myself.

For instance, I think I generally have a pretty good intuition about noticing if people I know dislike each other. I can usually tell if coworker A thinks coworker B is an okay dude or someone really annoying.

But when it comes to me, and how other people treat me, my senses tell me most of my coworkers find me irritating and weird and do not want to be around me. And I can’t tell how much of that is true and how much of that is my depression talking.

And of course I can’t talk to them about it. People tend to get upset if you let on that you think they hate you.

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  • Your name and username.
  • Where you’re from.
  • Pronounce the following words: Aunt, Roof, Route, Theater, Iron, Salmon, Caramel, Fire, Water, New Orleans, Pecan, Both, Again, Probably, Alabama, Lawyer, Coupon, Mayonnaise, Pajamas, Caught, Naturally, Aluminium, GIF, Tumblr, Crackerjack, Doorknob, Envelope, GPOY.
  • What is it called when you throw toilet paper on a house?
  • What is a bubbly carbonated drink called?
  • What do you call gym shoes?
  • What do you call your grandparents?
  • What do you call the wheeled contraption in which you carry groceries at the supermarket?
  • What is the thing you change the TV channel with?
  • Choose a book and read a passage from it.
  • Do you think you have an accent?
  • Be a wizard or a vampire?
  • Do you know anyone on Tumblr in real life

Ripped this from Varebear and Mambles

The post ended up being largely focused on people’s shitty arguments used to defend Ubisoft’s decision for no female player characters. Hopefully worth reading.

I can’t though. My job doesn’t let me. :(

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My birthday cake…. I’m not even sorry

I don’t even care that its stupid or grammatically incorrect, not sorry!

I’m only sorry his hat is too tall

Guess which piece my friends cut for me

I ate a piece of this cake!

Wrote a blog post about the recent shooting and how it relates to masculinity.

I tried really hard not to come across as “mansplaining.” Don’t want to derail all the talk of misogyny going around, because it’s all warranted and great and important.

I think I’ve decided that I’m gonna just use my Tumblr blog to link to my writing. Here’s my latest thing, where I talked about the recent Nintendo controversy and also sort of taught a lesson on social conditioning. Hope it makes for an interesting read!

Hey, Tumblr: Fuck you and your toxic community. Bye.



i just realised…

it would’ve been really easy for mrs. incredible to give birth


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